Did you ever get excited about doing something have the thought and then lose it? You search everywhere for it and cant seem to find it. Has your mind become scrambled? Focus.
What you focus on grows. You can create what it is you want to do. Empty your mind of all thoughts and see what it is you want to do. If you can’t see it then feel it or imagine it. Continue to do this and of course put in the action to what it is you want to do and believe that it shall be done.